Highlighted!!!

Wooz...

I highlighted my hair yesterday.

Golden brown

Muahahahahaha

Love it.

Jean

Exhausted

Its a good thing that dad has a Laptop.

Wooz... we have finally finish packing for the renovation.

We squeezed everything from the 3 rooms into the dining and living room.

Now I'm surrounded by mountains of books, toys, bags and computer accessories.

And I'm extremely exhausted right now.

Mum said even if I have piano tmr, I have to work. I am suppose to go to her office after our piano lesson.... :(

Now... I am very deprived of my sleep.

Jean

Moving

I'm moving house...

To granny's place...

Because of house renovation...

It seems that renovating has been an annual thing...

No PC for a month...

I don't think I can survive...

Anyway I will try my best to live...

Good news... I'm will start work on wed instead...

Mom wants to pack the house for renovation on mon and I have piano lesson on tues...

YAY!!!

Jean

BORED

I'm BORED TO DEATH!!!!

Guess the freedom after 'Os' ain't that wonderful afterall..... :(

I can't believe I'm saying this...

"Yay... I'm starting work next Monday... FOR FREE... woo yeah... 3 cheers... Hip Hip Hooray... Hip Hip Hooray... Hip Hip Hooray... (PS: Spoke with UNENTHUSIASM)"

YAY???

Jean

Ambivalence

我认错了。

性格“太直”，头脑太简单并不是件好事。
因为我这愚蠢的个性，我被好多人蒙骗，被好多人伤害。

但...

我很不愿意逼自己把头脑变得不简单。我还不想这么快走进虚伪，心机重的现实世界。

我...很矛盾。

I'm very disheartened by the fact that some of my family members have to put on a mask while facing one another. Treating each other hypocritically.
Only I, the dumb one, the simpleton, foolishly thought that their feelings, their words and their emotions were true.
My willingness to believe them turns out to be an action of utter foolery.
They had me completely fooled.

However it was my own wishful thinking that family members should be truthful to each other. I could understand why they have to put up a false appearence towards everyone. 'False appearence-ing' was the basic tactic to prevent them from getting hurt by reality. Moreover they are my family, how can I not try to pardon them?

I'm feeling rather ambivalence now...

Nevertheless...

... ... ... ... ... ...

Though, they can't be true, even to their own family members, I hope that they would at least be true to themselves.

Jean

Dumb-est person ever

I think I'm the dumb-est person on earth!

Mum just offered me to work for her in her office for 20 dollars per day as a book keeper, and I have to start work next monday. However because of my dumb principles, I actually offered myself to work for her for FREE. I can't be anymore dumb-er than this. Work for free?! What has gotten into me?!

The most regretful part was, although my principles were the ones telling me not to become a money-face, I never really thought through properly before I answer mom. 说话没有经过大脑。:(

....*sniff....

I will become money faced sooner or later, so why don't I allow myself to become one now?

Great, work from 9 to 5... no money....

Jean

WOOZ!!! LOVE YESTERDAY = LAST DAY of Os

Never thought this day would come!

Really had a fun time with Net and Jun.

Gotta enjoy this holiday!!

WOO YEAH!

Jean

OLevel 考试倒数第二天

惰性又再次战胜了我，上个礼拜应考的心情完全没有记载下来。即使现在把上个星期应考的心情补上，我也觉得没意思。所以我决定就从今天开始继续记载我的应考心情。

Olevel 倒数第二天
Literature

反常的镇定，使我越来越怀疑自己是否真的做足了充分的准备。再一次的，我的镇定有被扰乱的思绪给乱了阵脚。临考的前一分钟，我才稍微的说服自己别太紧张。

今天的考试还算顺利。Olevel还真是会拖，现在我的斗志几乎快耗尽了。下个礼拜二过后，我真的可以名正言顺的大玩一场了！

成绩会怎样？就留到明年再烦吧！

Jean