21 Oct 2008
第二天
English
我发现我真是不积极啊！呵呵！说好一考完就必须纪录当天此刻的心情，却把记载的工作一直推到今天。
由于英文考试是在下午，我便必须自己乘坐巴士到考场。在巴士里，我发现我是最不用功的一个。我周遭的考生们都在巴士里埋头苦读，而我却呆呆的在看着他们读。我的心里不禁感到莫名的紧张。心里在想：“如果今天考的不好，明年拿成绩的时候一定会哭死。怎么办？”想着想着，心里越来越紧张。本来已经很没自信了，现在更没有信心了。当心里已经到了有点惶恐的地步时，我忽然醒悟，提醒自己，千万不可乱了阵脚， 在一旁不停的Chant，跟自己洗脑，说自己是A1的料。
我又是冷静的进入考场。临考前，我又对自己Chant了一遍∶“陈秭莹，你是A1的料，你是A1的料...” 考试很顺利，不过成绩好不好，又是另外一回事了。算了，现在担心也没用，到时，拿成绩的时候再烦恼吧。希望船到桥头自然直。
23 Oct 2008
第三天
E Math Paper 1
在准备的前一晚，我简直快崩溃了。心里有块大石压在心里很难过。我对E Math一直都很有信心的，但前一晚突然发现，自己好像还有很多东西不懂，越做考题，越有压力。之后我决定不要再做考题了，我要休息。以免做的越多压力越大。
一种很绷紧的感觉一直在我身边绕来绕去，进了考场也不放过我。烦死了。之后我决定用‘Chanting疗法’来恢复信心。又是那句:“我是A1的料 我是A1的料...”
还好，我并没有辜负我的一番苦心，我的‘Chanting疗法’还真管用。:D。
希望会有好成绩。
Jean
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Monday, October 20, 2008
考O'Level的第一天
I know I shouldn't blog at this point in time, but I really wanted to record the feelings that I'd went through during O'Level. :D
20 Oct 2008
O'Level的第一天。
Chemistry
今天我感觉很不一样。我对我的态度感到很惊讶。从来没有这么信心满满的进入考场。尤其惊奇的是我今天的对手是我一直很束手无策的Chemistry，我也能如此信心十足，真的是奇迹。
这个感觉令我很不安。我害怕我过于自信看见考卷时脑子会一片空白。毕竟，这种‘临场空白’的经验也不是没有发生过。虽然信心饱满，我仍然很紧张。
还好事情没有我预料的坏。考卷并不会很难，还是‘Do-able’ 的。
我自认我这次的准备可算是很充分的，书也可以说是被我翻烂了。很后悔前几年的考试没有这么用心读。因为信心满满的参加考试的感觉很‘爽’。
但今天的Chemistry是Science Paper的5分之1。说可能会拿一个‘A’还言之过早。尤其我的Practical并不是很理想，所以距离‘A’的路还很远。我真的不敢保证。
明天是English，心里有点余悸。毕竟英文是最重要的一科，决不能允许自己有半点失误。但是一说到English，我是始终有点力不从心。也只能好好加油了！
Jean
20 Oct 2008
O'Level的第一天。
Chemistry
今天我感觉很不一样。我对我的态度感到很惊讶。从来没有这么信心满满的进入考场。尤其惊奇的是我今天的对手是我一直很束手无策的Chemistry，我也能如此信心十足，真的是奇迹。
这个感觉令我很不安。我害怕我过于自信看见考卷时脑子会一片空白。毕竟，这种‘临场空白’的经验也不是没有发生过。虽然信心饱满，我仍然很紧张。
还好事情没有我预料的坏。考卷并不会很难，还是‘Do-able’ 的。
我自认我这次的准备可算是很充分的，书也可以说是被我翻烂了。很后悔前几年的考试没有这么用心读。因为信心满满的参加考试的感觉很‘爽’。
但今天的Chemistry是Science Paper的5分之1。说可能会拿一个‘A’还言之过早。尤其我的Practical并不是很理想，所以距离‘A’的路还很远。我真的不敢保证。
明天是English，心里有点余悸。毕竟英文是最重要的一科，决不能允许自己有半点失误。但是一说到English，我是始终有点力不从心。也只能好好加油了！
Jean
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Something
Faith commented that my blog seems to be dead.
So I think I should blog about something.
So heres goes... :D
SOMETHING.
...
...
...
Ha ha. :D
So I suppose my blog isn't dead anymore :)
Jean
So I think I should blog about something.
So heres goes... :D
SOMETHING.
...
...
...
Ha ha. :D
So I suppose my blog isn't dead anymore :)
Jean
Friday, October 3, 2008
3 October 2008
I was asked to write a reflection after the farewell assembly for the school web. I might as well post it on my blog too. :D
Today's farewell ceremony was definitely tears-jerking. When I saw the slides, my nose turned sour immediately, and tears started to fall, however it wasn't a heavy rain.
Frankly speaking, I don't have a good memory. I can't even remember what I had for my dinner yesterday! However, when I was asked to recall the days I had with Temasek, many things came up to my mind. Temasek had left such an impression on me that every single memory I had with the school seemed to have carved in deeply into my head.
It has dawned on me that I had sung my school song for the last time, I had made my last Temasek cheer, and I had spent my last moment with my classmates, schoolmates and of course, with my teachers.
The encouragement from the teachers had spurred me on. They had gave me the drive to study hard and made me more determined to achieve good results for my upcoming O' levels. Many of my friends commented that they can't bear to leave the school and I felt the same, however I know we had to leave eventually, and it is a fact that we cannot change.
Nevertheless, Temasek is my school and it will always be, because Once a Temasekian, always a Temasekian.
Oh shucks.... Now my nose is sour again....
(((Sniffing)))
Jean
Today's farewell ceremony was definitely tears-jerking. When I saw the slides, my nose turned sour immediately, and tears started to fall, however it wasn't a heavy rain.
Frankly speaking, I don't have a good memory. I can't even remember what I had for my dinner yesterday! However, when I was asked to recall the days I had with Temasek, many things came up to my mind. Temasek had left such an impression on me that every single memory I had with the school seemed to have carved in deeply into my head.
It has dawned on me that I had sung my school song for the last time, I had made my last Temasek cheer, and I had spent my last moment with my classmates, schoolmates and of course, with my teachers.
The encouragement from the teachers had spurred me on. They had gave me the drive to study hard and made me more determined to achieve good results for my upcoming O' levels. Many of my friends commented that they can't bear to leave the school and I felt the same, however I know we had to leave eventually, and it is a fact that we cannot change.
Nevertheless, Temasek is my school and it will always be, because Once a Temasekian, always a Temasekian.
Oh shucks.... Now my nose is sour again....
(((Sniffing)))
Jean