Great... My chinese is HORRIBLE!!!! and TERRIBLE!!!!!
Gotta continue polishing before I even forget how to write my chinese name!!!
Just great...
Sayonara
Jean
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Sunday, April 20, 2008
Weekends
TODAY:
I saw Xavier and Anthea today!!!! Yup, it has been a long time since I last saw the two siblings. They are still as cute as ever!!!! Hahahaha handsome boy and pretty girl. How adorable!!! Fun-loving little kids always take my troubles away. :P
My father bought 4 more clownfishes; Nemos, for his tank in the office today. CUTE!!!!
Went to T3 for dinner today. Good place, nice food, but a little too crowded.
SATURDAY:
Eating durian is not a family thing, because Net hates it. She is only good at polishing off all the mangosteens and never 'shows mercy' to any of them. So, we had a durian feast on Sat, while Net had her mangosteen feast. Ooooo, it has been a long time since I ate one. SUPERB!!!!
Sayonara
Jean
I saw Xavier and Anthea today!!!! Yup, it has been a long time since I last saw the two siblings. They are still as cute as ever!!!! Hahahaha handsome boy and pretty girl. How adorable!!! Fun-loving little kids always take my troubles away. :P
My father bought 4 more clownfishes; Nemos, for his tank in the office today. CUTE!!!!
Went to T3 for dinner today. Good place, nice food, but a little too crowded.
SATURDAY:
Eating durian is not a family thing, because Net hates it. She is only good at polishing off all the mangosteens and never 'shows mercy' to any of them. So, we had a durian feast on Sat, while Net had her mangosteen feast. Ooooo, it has been a long time since I ate one. SUPERB!!!!
Sayonara
Jean
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
又成长了一点
(PS: I have not touch chinese for a very long time. So... pardon my mistakes. :D)
最近面对了一些问题，使我得经过与承受了难过的心理挣扎。坦白说，前几天我都是心烦意乱的度过。不过庆幸的，我已经想通了，所面对的问题也很快就能够解决了。我认为用勉强的笑容来掩饰自己内心最真实心情，是件很不容易办到的事。
我觉得，我的心灵又成长了不少。至少我现在对待每件事，物或问题我都能够抱着很“看得开”的态度去面对，去解决，去接受。对于一个毛躁，急性子，又坏脾气的我来说，已经是一个很大的突破了。在针对某些不愉快的事情时，我都不再向以前有那种万分的精力去追究，去生气，去闷闷不乐了。因为，我对这些事情已经感到很麻木了。我再也已经没有那种力气，那种精神，用很冲动的方式解决了。因为我感觉得到，我的身心很累了。
我也了解到，当有一个人时不时就会批评我的时候，我不会再冲动的去质问他/她。因为我了解到，嘴巴是他/她们的，也长在他/她们脸上，我无权阻止他/她们想说的话。我不是一个很完美的人，我不懂得这么样去跟人与人之间维持一段很好的友情，我无法达到所有人的要求，所以我认为一些批评还是在所难免的。我觉得面对，是唯一对付闲言闲语的最佳方法。可能有人会认为这是懦弱的行为/想法，不过我觉得忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空。
不是吗？
只要我自己觉得快乐，管别人说我什么，想我什么呢？
Sayonara
Jean
最近面对了一些问题，使我得经过与承受了难过的心理挣扎。坦白说，前几天我都是心烦意乱的度过。不过庆幸的，我已经想通了，所面对的问题也很快就能够解决了。我认为用勉强的笑容来掩饰自己内心最真实心情，是件很不容易办到的事。
我觉得，我的心灵又成长了不少。至少我现在对待每件事，物或问题我都能够抱着很“看得开”的态度去面对，去解决，去接受。对于一个毛躁，急性子，又坏脾气的我来说，已经是一个很大的突破了。在针对某些不愉快的事情时，我都不再向以前有那种万分的精力去追究，去生气，去闷闷不乐了。因为，我对这些事情已经感到很麻木了。我再也已经没有那种力气，那种精神，用很冲动的方式解决了。因为我感觉得到，我的身心很累了。
我也了解到，当有一个人时不时就会批评我的时候，我不会再冲动的去质问他/她。因为我了解到，嘴巴是他/她们的，也长在他/她们脸上，我无权阻止他/她们想说的话。我不是一个很完美的人，我不懂得这么样去跟人与人之间维持一段很好的友情，我无法达到所有人的要求，所以我认为一些批评还是在所难免的。我觉得面对，是唯一对付闲言闲语的最佳方法。可能有人会认为这是懦弱的行为/想法，不过我觉得忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空。
不是吗？
只要我自己觉得快乐，管别人说我什么，想我什么呢？
Sayonara
Jean
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
Being straight minder
I am a 100% straight-thinking person, this is a fact that I can't deny. I can only see the very generic view of everything in every situation. And I can only take up simple and generic solutions to solve those generic problems that I've encountered.
(*Joking) So Social Studies' SBQs are not for me. As I simply can't see their hidden agendas, because my thinkings are straight.
My family and friends told me about it and they said that they can't stand my straight-ness. Unfortunately I am a stubborn person, I don't wish to change. I don't see what's wrong for being a very straight-thinking person. Ya, maybe I will lose out to some other people because I wasn't "curvey" enough. But leading a simple life like this would makes me happier.
At the very least, this is what I think.
I value and believe in integrity and honesty. So being a straight-thinking person would be what I prefer. So that I would be able to uphold this believe and value. Because I will be able to act to things accordingly to what the laws and rules had set.
You may disagree, but at the very least, this is what I think.
有时觉得我自己很笨，很蠢，很傻也很钝，不过我觉得很快乐。
Sayonara
Jean
(*Joking) So Social Studies' SBQs are not for me. As I simply can't see their hidden agendas, because my thinkings are straight.
My family and friends told me about it and they said that they can't stand my straight-ness. Unfortunately I am a stubborn person, I don't wish to change. I don't see what's wrong for being a very straight-thinking person. Ya, maybe I will lose out to some other people because I wasn't "curvey" enough. But leading a simple life like this would makes me happier.
At the very least, this is what I think.
I value and believe in integrity and honesty. So being a straight-thinking person would be what I prefer. So that I would be able to uphold this believe and value. Because I will be able to act to things accordingly to what the laws and rules had set.
You may disagree, but at the very least, this is what I think.
有时觉得我自己很笨，很蠢，很傻也很钝，不过我觉得很快乐。
Sayonara
Jean
Saturday, April 12, 2008
My com :(
I was happily using my computer just now until my father barged into the room, "coup d'état" my place and invaded my computer.
A few moments later, my computer hanged.
I want to COMPLAIN!!!!
Thank goodness everything falls back into place after he left.
OR ELSE...
Sayonara
Jean
A few moments later, my computer hanged.
I want to COMPLAIN!!!!
Thank goodness everything falls back into place after he left.
OR ELSE...
Sayonara
Jean
Thursday, April 10, 2008
Speech Day
10 April 2008, Temasek Secondary School's 27th Speech Day.
I screwed it all up.
Yup, I screwed up in an extremely formal and serious event. Ya... you guys must be thinking: "Are you nuts?!?!?!". Nevermind, I'm OK, go ahead and think, I don't blame you, cause I thought so too myself. I REALLY AM NUTS!!!
Who on earth would dare to screw an important event up like this??? I must be out of my mind.
You guys must be thinking: "Stop the suspense, how did you screw up Speech Day?!?!?!"
Ok, here goes...
Firstly, I numerously (take note of the word numerously) and almost, presented the wrong award to the wrong person. Adeline and the teacher were so shocked and anxious when I took the wrong award. Luckily, I came to my senses when I realised I've got the wrong award and quickly changed it to the correct one.
The above happened during the first part of Speech Day's prize presentation. Thank goodness, nothing went wrong as I discovered my mistake before presenting the award to the G.O.H.
During the second part of the prize presentation, things started to go wrong. As this time, I did not discover my mistakes made as above, and presented it to the principal. Then the principal found out that the award that she was holding was the wrong one, she told me, and my teacher changed it quickly for her. And this situation, happened twice.
I felt very guilty after the presentation. I screwed up everything!!! Adeline said that the teacher told me to read/ double confirm that the name was correct before presenting the prize, but I didn't!!!! What on earth am I thinking about at that point of time?!?!?!
Sometimes I really can't stand myself.
Gosh.... I am in for, BIG TIME!!!!
Sayonara
Jean
I screwed it all up.
Yup, I screwed up in an extremely formal and serious event. Ya... you guys must be thinking: "Are you nuts?!?!?!". Nevermind, I'm OK, go ahead and think, I don't blame you, cause I thought so too myself. I REALLY AM NUTS!!!
Who on earth would dare to screw an important event up like this??? I must be out of my mind.
You guys must be thinking: "Stop the suspense, how did you screw up Speech Day?!?!?!"
Ok, here goes...
Firstly, I numerously (take note of the word numerously) and almost, presented the wrong award to the wrong person. Adeline and the teacher were so shocked and anxious when I took the wrong award. Luckily, I came to my senses when I realised I've got the wrong award and quickly changed it to the correct one.
The above happened during the first part of Speech Day's prize presentation. Thank goodness, nothing went wrong as I discovered my mistake before presenting the award to the G.O.H.
During the second part of the prize presentation, things started to go wrong. As this time, I did not discover my mistakes made as above, and presented it to the principal. Then the principal found out that the award that she was holding was the wrong one, she told me, and my teacher changed it quickly for her. And this situation, happened twice.
I felt very guilty after the presentation. I screwed up everything!!! Adeline said that the teacher told me to read/ double confirm that the name was correct before presenting the prize, but I didn't!!!! What on earth am I thinking about at that point of time?!?!?!
Sometimes I really can't stand myself.
Gosh.... I am in for, BIG TIME!!!!
Sayonara
Jean
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
No title for you
Its really hard to think of a title for every post. Because all my entry posts are originated from my reflections/ thoughts for the day. So the only title to name my post would be no other words than THOUGHTS.
But come to the think of it, I can't possibly give all my post the title: THOUGHTS or REFLECTIONS right? So naming my all my posts is a torturous job.
:(
What kind of post is this???
Sayonara
Jean
But come to the think of it, I can't possibly give all my post the title: THOUGHTS or REFLECTIONS right? So naming my all my posts is a torturous job.
:(
What kind of post is this???
Sayonara
Jean
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Is a simple Hello still considered as SIMPLE for me???
I am very irritated and frustrated with MYSELF!!! I can't even say a simple "HELLO" !!!! What am I afraid of actually???? WHY I JUST COULDN'T SAY IT??? I hate it, and I mean I REALLY hate it.
"HELLO" !!!! Is it really that difficult to say???? So much for the chances that had been given to you previously. YOU BLEW IT ALL UP!!!!!
FOR GOODNESS SAKE ZINC TAN, JUST OPEN YOUR MOUTH AND SAY HI!!!!
Sayonara
Jean
"HELLO" !!!! Is it really that difficult to say???? So much for the chances that had been given to you previously. YOU BLEW IT ALL UP!!!!!
FOR GOODNESS SAKE ZINC TAN, JUST OPEN YOUR MOUTH AND SAY HI!!!!
Sayonara
Jean
Sunday, April 6, 2008
Slog my way through
Great... I've done nothing meaningful today, except running against time to finish my art homework, due tomorrow.
Next week would be a busy and eventful one:
- Tuesday, Speech Day full-dress rehearsal;
- Wednesday, Chemistry and Math test;
- Thursday, Speech Day and Social Studies test, Piano Lesson;
- Friday, NAFA test and Singing competition, B-C Lesson.
Great... I will have to slog my way through next week.
Sayonara
Jean
Next week would be a busy and eventful one:
- Tuesday, Speech Day full-dress rehearsal;
- Wednesday, Chemistry and Math test;
- Thursday, Speech Day and Social Studies test, Piano Lesson;
- Friday, NAFA test and Singing competition, B-C Lesson.
Great... I will have to slog my way through next week.
Sayonara
Jean
My terrible and fantastic memory
According to my family, I have a 'both terrible and fantastic' memory. They said that if I wanted to remember something, it will permanently stay in my head. If I don't bother to do so, it won't even last for 5 minutes.
Examples of a fantastic memory:
1) I could still remember, at the age of 3 years old, my mum used to chase me around the house with a cane in her hand because I couldn't write the chinese character for 'human' properly. (So guys, when you asked me how I got an A1 for chinese, this is the reason.)
2) I could still remember that I was caned by my primary 2 form teacher because I was playing a fool during his lesson. And I believed that everyone in the class expected me to cry after the caning, but I continued playing with my friends and laugh happily as if nothing had happened.
3) I could still remember that when I was a primary 5 student, I fought with my class monitor because of a frisbee.
I realised that I am such a naughty child when I was young. :(
Gosh...
4) I accidentally threw my clothes into the rubbish chute instead of the laundry basket, because I forgot that I was holding my dirty clothes. I thought it was trash.
5) When my dad wants me to pour him a cup of water, I went to the kitchen, forgot what I am supposed to do, and went back to the room, feeling rather strange that I went to the kitchen for no reason. Later my dad came asking for his cup of water that I've yet to pour for him.
6) When I am helping my mother to cook, she asked me to take out the ingredients from the fridge, I opened the fridge and poured myself a cup of water and closed the fridge, forgetting to take out the things that she wanted. Until the time that she asked for it, then I remembered.
The way that how I controls my memory fascinates me. So, can I still considers myself as short-term memory???
Examples of a terrible memory:
....erm...erm... I forgot...
Wait... let me think...
... erm.... I can't rememer... Oh dear....
I think I am still considered as one....
Sayonara
Jean
Examples of a fantastic memory:
1) I could still remember, at the age of 3 years old, my mum used to chase me around the house with a cane in her hand because I couldn't write the chinese character for 'human' properly. (So guys, when you asked me how I got an A1 for chinese, this is the reason.)
2) I could still remember that I was caned by my primary 2 form teacher because I was playing a fool during his lesson. And I believed that everyone in the class expected me to cry after the caning, but I continued playing with my friends and laugh happily as if nothing had happened.
3) I could still remember that when I was a primary 5 student, I fought with my class monitor because of a frisbee.
I realised that I am such a naughty child when I was young. :(
Gosh...
4) I accidentally threw my clothes into the rubbish chute instead of the laundry basket, because I forgot that I was holding my dirty clothes. I thought it was trash.
5) When my dad wants me to pour him a cup of water, I went to the kitchen, forgot what I am supposed to do, and went back to the room, feeling rather strange that I went to the kitchen for no reason. Later my dad came asking for his cup of water that I've yet to pour for him.
6) When I am helping my mother to cook, she asked me to take out the ingredients from the fridge, I opened the fridge and poured myself a cup of water and closed the fridge, forgetting to take out the things that she wanted. Until the time that she asked for it, then I remembered.
The way that how I controls my memory fascinates me. So, can I still considers myself as short-term memory???
Examples of a terrible memory:
....erm...erm... I forgot...
Wait... let me think...
... erm.... I can't rememer... Oh dear....
I think I am still considered as one....
Sayonara
Jean