Recently, I've decided to loosen my grip, just to allow a little overflow of emotions, that I've suppresed for far too long.
Sometimes, you just have to let them out.
Because, just when you think that you can handle the pressure your suppressed emotions have asserted on you, you actually can't manage them at all.
After talking things over, though still no resolutions to my worries and anxieties, I've reached a point where I'm a little more accepting than before, and in some sense, I'm ready and able to face them.
Though I'm still lost and am still uncertain about what the future may bring, the only one thing that I know perfectly well is that, as long as I know what I want, and I know what I'm doing, I won't go wrong.
Jean