You know, the leap of faith thing, just doesn't work for me.
If I say it does, its deception, its a lie.
Merely self delusion.
I need answers... absolute answers.
I'm in a complete mess right now.
There are important decisions to make, but I really can't choose.
I don't have confidence that my plan would work. I really don't.
Why can't I know myself better and know what I want?
Its just me.
I don't know what to do now. :(
ARGH!
Jean