I'm a "Planning" person.
I like to plan.
Even if my plans change due to unforeseen circumstances, planning eases my anxiety, because at the very least, I have an end in mind to everything I do.
However my parents beg to differ. Which is why, I have difficulties comprehending their mindset.
I'm not a "Crying" person.
Even if I'm crestfallen or disconsolate, I try not to shed a tear.
Because if I broke down crying, those who are reliant and dependent on me, will fall with me.
Unless I really have to,
I won't cry.
I have been trying to reconcile external expectations with mine.
Failed terribly.
Can I follow my plan?
I wanna be happy.
Jean