I find it hard to forget.
If I have a life control keyboard, and if every events that had happened in my life were just some intangible system folders.
I would wish to delete those unhappy ones.
It would be so easy. Spare me the agony, just pressed that "Del" button and *POOF! I'm rid of unhappiness.
I really think going away for awhile would help. To sort out my thoughts, filter the depressing and frustrating stuffs away.
I can't believe I'm saying this, but I need a change, because I'm causing myself too much agony.
I need to start realising that I cannot always get what I want, or want everything to go my way and somethings just don't go according to plan.
For the last time, please, loosen that grip, or else you cannot break free.
Jean